dream

I wanted to write this down before I forget: for the second time this quarter, I had a dream about being stuck in an illusionary world. What I remember from last night is that I was stuck in a house, and there was some malicious woman, and there were a bunch of objects in the house that I knew weren't real (like a TV?), so I started to destroy them. I just wanted to remember, because I've been forgetting about it all day, and I'm really intrigued that I've been dreaming about having faulty vision and being caught in illusions, since that's a subject that I'm interested in in real life.

Other topic.

Tonight I told my story, and I've been thinking about it lately. It's very strange for me to think about old, painful experiences, and realize that they're still painful and that they still are having an effect on how I think and act today. I do think there is something healing in simply telling stories though, and that's how I felt after tonight. Not that things are done, but that it was a healing experience.